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Jul. 23rd, 2006 | 10:07 pm
mood: crushedcrushed

pippin is opened.
ive been so inspired to update my livejournal again by Mr. Justin :)...he's a new member to my friends list.

and i can say...i do not know how i lived without his wonderfulness. he has kept me sane this entire show+ has helped me more than he knows over the past few days. thank you Justin. I love you!

gray and i broke up
i dont know what to say about it quite yet.
but im more heartbroken than ever.
i took advantage of all of the time i spent with him.
its stupid that i feel as if my world is crashing down on me this week.

im so glad i have good friends. i just wish they lived closer. and i could be with them more.

im sick of the way i look.
im so insecure and it drives me crazy.

this entry is so random

i dont know what i would have done without this entire summer.
ill come out of all of this happy.
its just a matter of getting there...but for right now.

im lost.
im a complete mess.

im going to miss eoin a whole lot.
i wish that him and i had started talking again a lot sooner than just like this week.

im hurting so bad.

please come see pippin it plays again next week wednesday-sunday. sunday is closing and a matinee all the other performances are at 730 at firstage theatre in issaquah. please come see it. it's incredible.


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from: jusajokr
date: Jul. 24th, 2006 07:03 am (UTC)

Lex, you friggin' brighten my day up by merely existing. I love you like mad.

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from: selkie14
date: Jul. 24th, 2006 04:32 pm (UTC)

Hey, cheer up kid. Being a teen is way tough. Just remember that the unhappy stuff is just a phase and that there will be tons of good times. Also remember that about a zillion people totally adore you and think you're wonderful and beautiful. I know you'll still feel insecure (everyone does. some people just don't act like it), but there will always be someone around to give you hugs.

Chin up, pretty lady!

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from: morphing2
date: Jul. 24th, 2006 05:19 pm (UTC)

:/ i'm gonna miss you too.

but at least its not like youre leaving when i get back.
so we still gots time.

and i'll definitely call you from france. or maybe be even switzerland too :)

i'm so sorry about gray. especially cause it just came out of no where. but i guess its like, if he's having a difficult time you need to respect that. but it was just like so sudden. so i know its hard.

dont be afraid to call me :/


arghhhh i leave freaking tomorrow... :/

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from: morphing2
date: Jul. 24th, 2006 05:21 pm (UTC)

p.s. you did such a good job in pippin.

i was really impressed.

your dancing has really improved. plus your acting was really strong. (even if it wasnt much) :)

steal the tape for les mis or i'll cry.

:) ♥

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from: likewhatyousee
date: Jul. 25th, 2006 05:00 am (UTC)

i'm coming to see you either thursday friday saturday or sunday.
i just have to see if my bf can go one of those days. or if i can find a friend to go.
i love you
i miss you
ur beautiful
and don't forget it.

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